One of those days

"To much to think, don't know what to do, this is crazy,,, my life is a mess!!
Lord please help, I really don't know what I'm doing, I don't know were to go and what to do
I'm so confuse! Why is so hard for me to understand that he doesn't want me..
Why is so hard for me to understand that! Lord please help me, guide me to choose wisely and to do correct things!! I'm really exhausted I can’t even think I need to concentrate in school and my baby start my life all over.
You already know I love you with all my heart you already know that I want to try to work things out, you know you are my everything and that I love u so much, I know I make mistakes and you as well, I just cant understand why you can be here with us, as a family, u mean a lot to me but you are hurting me,
I'm praying for you, I'm praying that God can give u peace in your heart,
I just know you are coming back to me, I know it will be different this time,... I love u a lot but I really need to concentrate in the important things, I can’t think about you because you distract me, I have to focus, in my new life, in a different kind of life for the moment, I love you and I won’t bother u anymore."

This was at the beginning of the year, I went thru some hard times, my husband decided to get separated for a bit, cause he was confuse.
All I can say is it was very hard, we been together for 10 years and this really hit me hard...but all I know is that this happened for a reason and that reason is for us to be back together as we are now, we do make mistakes in life and sometimes we do regret doing things and until we see what we are missing is when we realize what we had was special.
Yes, we are back together stronger than ever! And this time with HELP, our help is God, without Him we are nothing, God is you are my everything He had helped us true everything.
I know some people don’t believe in God, but all I can tell you is those months that I was alone, thinking that it was the end of the world, thinking the I wanted to die, and don’t get it wrong I DO LOVE MYSELF A LOT!!! but I also love my husband, we were a team, and I was devastated but God was there, He comforted me, I felt His love, and that made me feel peace, He changed me and He made me wait for the right time.

LIFE

Life this is a big word and it has a lot of meaning!
for most people it means the world but for others they don't care about it.
Life is really hard now in days.
For me life is everything, God , my daughter, my husband, my parents and my sisters.
without them I'm will not be complete, that wouldn't be me!

As a whole my whole family makes me, because of them I'm here
When I see my daughter I want to give her everything in my hands I want her to be good.
I see her and that's my whole inspiration for Life and for me to keep on going.
if there is any problems when I'm with her everything turns to be good.
She is the light of my eyes. That's my life with her my light of life will always be on.

Like I said life has a lot of meanings for everyone...
everybody thinks different, and everybody acts different in every situation
but God gives us things that we are able and capable to handle
God is Life without him we are nothing, we are lost souls looking for a meaning in life
sometimes we are blind to see that with God everything is solve
problems can come and go but if your eyes and your soul is set with him
you wont even worry about anything because you know He is with you and you know He will
fix everything.



There is times that we think we are God and we always try to handle every situations in on our
ways, and we always think that's the right thing to do, but is not like that, God is so good that he
knows that at the end we will look for him for his help, and He is so good that He lets us think and
do whatever we want, but until we know we cant no more we look for him

If your LIFE don't have a meaning look for GOD he is your answer to everything to every question
you have, to everything you do. Looking for Him doesn't mean you have to turn religious NO, God wants us to look for him not for a religion, He wants us to be happy with our LIFE'S and He wants us to appreciate
everything He has given us, just look around you and everything is created by him...YOU ARE CREATED BY HIM.

In short words God is Life for me, without him I'm nothing and without him I wont have my family together, God haves us together, God gave me my Parents and my Sisters, God gave me My Husband and My Daughter. Thank you God for your special gifts!
Love Amy

Gettting to know Me!

How can I start?
This is kind of hard, well a little bit, what can I write........
OK Let me start, I'm a 29 Female, born in Honduras came to U.S.A at 15 with my small family, I'm the oldest of 3 all girls....
Why we came here? yeah, my parents dreams was for us to grow here to get better and be the best in what we do and thanks to them we are what we are now.

Well I grew up in church, We have good values our parent teach us I also have learned by working hard I could get what I want and when I want it. It all depends on how hard you work for.

I been marry 4 years now, but been with my husband for 10 years and some months!!! yeah we been together for a very long time.
We love spending time together we have a daughter she will be 2 years in like 3 months! She is very smart!! she learns everything fast. :)
currently I have a part time job as a Assistant Administrator and going to School (college) looking forward to be a Computer Programmer!

What we like doing as a family?
Well we love going out a lot, we go to the movies, SHOPPING one of our favorites, watching movies at home eating chicken wings and watching "THE HEAT" which as we know they will be the CHAMPS!!!
We love going to Tampa Bush Gardens for vacations! (BEST PLACE EVER FOR ROLLER COASTERS)

In conclusion I love having fun, A LOT OF IT! specially surrounded with my family and friends! I make friends very easy and I  love learning new things.